:/

It's the knowing I have to quit that's killing me. I'm to attached, the far off ripping you hear is my aortic valve being pulled violently, breaking my heart.

Set fire to the rain

Listening to: look at me now karmin cover
everyone needs to YouTube karmin and admire their talent... I'm addicted.
It's kind of unfair and probably untrue, but I feel like somehow no one can fully understand the depth of the relAtionship I am in. Why am I feeling the somehow my love is different, truer, purer, deeper than any love the world has seen since Ruth and boaz? It's an unfair thought and I realize that... Yet I still believe it. I doubt that makes sense. I just feel unbelievably blessed by God to be with this boy that it is overwhelming. Falling in love at this velocity will make your head spin circles while your heart fights to break free from your chest and your body trembles in awe of it all. True story.
I am ready for summer sunshine but my body is not lol
I'm budgeting like a fiend. I just feel sort of stuck and I want so desperately to break free and be in mannings!
Xoxo