Up to now

While Maddy is napping here are my thoughts...
The life I'm after now, is in some ways so different from the one I grew up expecting. But good news! This one is making me so joyful! Everyday I wake up and feel just so blessed! I now see that it's Gods plan working out, this wasn't mine, and I see now that it is far better than what I had been hoping for. I'm happy with my jobs, close with my family, thankful for where I live, loving my boyfriend and all the ways my life has changed and friendships I've made while with him. As a whole I have been changing a lot in the past few years and I like who I'm becoming. I have many faults but I intend to work on them, and in the mean time I am happy and joyful. I am simply me.