i need you to love me.

so heres a little insight of whats been going on in my life lately.
the wedding: it was beautiful, and i am so happy for my sissy and new brother. <3 it was just so... perfect lol, i was thoroughly impressed. there was minor misshaps with the cake and mommy's car being driven onto, but the ceremony was amazing. i know i'm bit bias but it was the most beautiful wedding i've seen. sarah - you looked so gorgeous i am so jealous! you have been an amazing example to me. and david - bro you make a wonderful husband to my sis, you are an answered prayer. =] those two make true love visible, and now i know i cant settle for less when something so beatiful is achieveable.
working: i realize just how much i love my job and my coworkers. even on a day like i had today - feeling tired and unmotivated - i enjoyed myself. i actually like doing things like tagging books and wheeling them away, i dont know... at least i can see what i'm accomplishing in a day. and my coworkers always cheer me up, i love their humor...

Dawn "ricky ignores me just like myk."
Ricky "...we learnd to together."

Jake "it would be weird if i just bit your arm..."

fake flicking boogers and random faces. yeah lol they are like family. and when i'm away from them i miss them like family lol.
friendship: i value uncomparably. and i am blessed with loving friends <3
boys: lol i am close with a lot of boys it seems. i am closest with the ones that are like brothers to me. but i'd never marry a brother so someday i'll have to get close with a best friend who doesnt feel like a soul sibbling to me. oh. and i dont do flings. mk.
Family: i love family. those that i am related to by blood, and those that are the family of the heart and soul. those that God forgot to give me by an aunt or an uncle, but those he gave me through friendship.
random things: i'm learning i can let go of old hurts and not worry so badly about being hurt again. i'm thinking of piercing my navel but i dont know if i should?? i am thinking a little clouser could be nice.