An older post i'm just now posting, still applies.

So, life is an up and down roller coaster, but right now… this moment, I am more than stable. Here’s what’s been up, and what’s upcoming. I suppose this is randomness:
• Stress of high school, stress of college. High school has me more stressed, which is bizarre. I have been so cut off from it for such a time that I forget I’m in it. Than something comes up and it’s like, oh SNAP. Lol this is just life though, I take it as it comes and goes.
• My faith is becoming less and less of a learned thing, and more and more of an experienced thing. And this is beginning to delight me. =]
• I didn’t let a particular… eh… event, get to me this time. And it makes me beam with happiness. It’s a first for this to not floor me, and I believe this is a good thing.
• There was a mallard duck outside of receiving at work a few days back… random. I think it was Gods way of giving our day a bit of comical relief. =] I mean really. A duck?
• I’m feeling good ;]
• “Jackie, you really should have come to the classical concert. It was so much fun.” (prior to going to the concert mind) lol sorry love, but that was priceless.
• The zoo with my bestest friends. And I my second family. Xoxoxo I love you!
• Deep conversations with Ricky. Lol or maybe just, complex… eh, brain hurting convos.
• Nate morphing into “big brother” mode, I have to admit it pleased me a little. Lol
• IMOGEN HEAP! (upcoming)
• Discovering that I have another option.
• A delightful day of companionship with Mitchum. It makes me so happy to have it… work like that parse? So comfortably.
• My bro and sis reminding me what it is to love and why it’s worth it. Talking me through things in a way that I need dominate in my life. Their advice outdoes all else. Love you Princess and David! Xoxo
• Having things planned for me, meh, its not always a bad thing… ?
• The realization that if you fall hard, I’ll fall harder.
• New friends, and reconnecting with old ones.
• Opportunities. Thank you Jesus for those.
• Being peeved at people who are rude, than laughing at their arrogance and brushing it off.
• When ya’ called me Manda, it warmed my heart. =]
• Brie love, I MISS her. But we get to go to the beach overnight all by ourselves this summer, blessed much!?
• Not dropping the bar. If I could never be more than your friend than why the heck would I wanna casually date you. For serious.
• Reaching stable ground. It’s about time, and this time I won’t kiss it’s surface, but rather take a few steps ahead to where it won’t easily cave back in again.